hi2..my grandma and cuzs miss me or sth.Been abt 1mth since i last visited my grandma(nenek)..malay side.
hmm.its weird how a insignificant person like me will be missed by SO many ppl.
they were asking why i didn't meet up and stuff.
gonna go this sat...yeah..i kinda miss my grandma too.Even though she's REAL NAGGY and stuff.Serious.
yeah.The Pic(my uncle's room) was taken frm my low-quality hp...ahh well....planned to put a pic of me or my friends....but they were deleted or sth.
Rough Description of how i look like
-2 eyes
-1 nose
-2 ears
-1 mouth
a typical human.
haha.kekekeke.
-black hair(messy2 de & not nice oso)
-175cm or sth...taller than that by abit(quite short too.my max ht attainable is 181cm..Ive checked)
-average looking(below average??)
-Lanky (skin,bones and meat(flesh))
-black eyes...glassy kind...lyk dead ppl acc to some friends
im usually in jeans,T-shirt/Polo...hmm dats all
looks like there isn't the slightest of chance that we'll ever be friends..even though ur the best friend of...
To CS:i really tried to undo ur impression of me.Ur eyes and of those so many others...Those 'hollowed' scrutinising abyss judge me.Tell the truth.Have U ever tried to forget whatever wrongdoings i did to offend u unintentionally?.Its SO Hard to understand...
I tried to smile but U just shrugged it off and turned away...
-complaining about me whatsoever.
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no love lost cs...all these above were meant for u..These were my words.Not some old lyrics taken off a song.
-Dart-
posted at [11:00 PM]
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erm...today...find TBY again...Yaya keep on telling me that she's not around..for the 9th time.
asked around.Its a good thing that the sec 4s know her.Told me she was around.So did Jessica Lim & Mdm Fauziah.
yaya keep on going...NO!!!..that teacher never come back alrdy...if have means she go home already lar..her car not there what..
What...ur head lar...maybe yaya...dun even know who she is...at least Ahmad..still know who.
hmm...stupid guards...dun let me move abt in sch...saw sw & co. wanted to go thr...so near yet so far...stupid yaya and err mi-ash?err my-ass or mai-hash?....sth lyk dat lar..used to joke wif frens abt his name...he stupid de...give cigs to ppl nia...frm when i sec 4 i know liao....now still give...bad-ass...*COLD**Shudders*
irritated...walked to HOD,Sci Lab and then the Staff Room before i finally found TBY...haha....sianz ar....she & Mdm Fauziah..can't even remember me anymore...
Fai:Cher u forget me already?So FAST!!!
TBY:Whats ur name?
Fai:Faisal Yan.
TBY:Class
Fai:4EB last year wif Idz and Angelo
TBY:Ooh..ur Faisal...u've changed alot...the last time i saw u.w8 here.I recco u 1 book.
Fai:Dots
TBY(came over):I thought ur science was good.
Fai:ok lar...B4..retaking for fun...
TBY:All my notes were improvised from this book.
TBY:Get the green one.
Fai(err.somehow smiling):Thanks.Take Care
TBY(smiling):Good Luck
hmm.Ive changed?.Haha.At least Mdm Fauziah still remembered me but forgot my name.
yeah...went down to find sw..too l8...oh well..
the principal is better than some of the other staff...he allowed me to walk around to find teachers & even smiled at me unlike the guards,Rafi and worst of em all...thinakaran..He's an OM for godsake.OM=Operation Manager..Supposed to check for faulty doors,toilets,leaking pipes and change em.
I think Thina kena Current...thats y think he DM...Thina-Current....Thina-Karan.haha get it?No?...oh well.Im Lame..
a weird 2T malaysian guy walked up to me and went Hi Dart..never saw him before sia...somemore outside sch.My fren...somehow got into a squabble wif him..v.funny.
2T Guy:Ur fren ar Dart?
2T Guy:y ppl call u Dart?
Me:Thats my friend...
2T:Lucky u not as lame as ur fren..
Me(:) : (err trying hard not to laugh)
Me(*smiles*)
Friend:U side with outsiders....ur good
Me:Sorry
Friend(*Points* to 2T guy):u know what is lame?
2T guy(tried to talk)
Friend:Lame is Pai ka(leg injured)....
Me(Laughs lyk mad)
Hwee yuen(joking):Lame?Lamb is Yang(Goat)
Friend:Lamp is Deng(Light).I know talking about lame...L-A-M-E
Friend *grabs* 2T guy's hand
Me to Hwee Yuen a.k.a Melvin:Got 2 Gays...(im not anti-gays or les or sth ar...jke onli)
Friend to 2T malaysian guy:Dun look at me lyk dat....look like gay..U gay ar?
Me:Gay means Happy
Friend(angry):U still helping others....nxt time i everyday c u say u gay.
Me(:P):no thx..lao da...sorry...sorry boss...dun beat me*sheepish look*
Friend:My boss hwee yuen
Hwee Yuen:My boss is Dart.
Me(act blur):huh?...my boss is my lao pa(dad)..give me money..My boss's boss is the president..
All 4 of us(friend and 2T guy laugh.Me and Hwee Yuen smile to air)..
weird.I dun think im funny or anything.Stupid perhaps.hmm.i look dumb even without smiling or laughing.:P
damn...can't believe that 2 4T guys,a weird unknown 2T guy could get me to crack my super cold jokes....ah..at least i kinda lightened the mood.My friend was quarreling wif the 2T guy initially.
posted at [11:09 PM]
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went to town today...hmm jurong 1st...to repair my mp3..
idz accompanied me..wanted to ask leon along but he was bz
I then went to PS to try to blow off some steam.Went into Samuel & Kevin's to get a set of jeans...cost me about 50bucks.
then returned to HM to get the CD(pictured).
going out seems different nowadays...missing lotsa ppl.
i will be going to get a few sets of T-shirts and another pair of shoes on wednesday.TakeCare everyone. :
-I wish everyone was loved tonight.-
-Dart-
posted at [9:00 PM]
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haiz.today I went back to school find teacher for the 8th time.The teacher doesn't seem to be in school nowadays..
talked to her again.Started out fine.Ended up promising her that we'd be friends if we break.Its a bitter-sweet feeling.But i said yes anyway.I don't want to lose a friend like her even if we break.At least it put her at ease.Hopefully i'll stick to my promise as always.
Kinda lost it when i found out her friends[2 of em] i have never spoken to were badmouthing me.I won't name em.Maybe they just h8 my face or sth if nothing else.But have they once even spoken to me?NO!!!They didn't.1st impression?.guess i won't help them if anything happens.1 of em knows me by name only.Shouln't have pulled my hands away.
---*When we were starting out, you believed in me without a doubt...----
ps:I won't let anyone see me cry anymore.Im sick of being weak.I was never one to show my feelings to anyone.Even my family members have never seen me cry since P4. :
posted at [11:05 PM]
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hmm.irritating...went back to SSS.wanted to find a teacher for my physics notes.
btw.tried talking to her again today.im so unlucky.Lotsa gangsters outside sch today...its about a misunderstanding between a sec 2 and a sec 5.
I think too many ppl know me.Cant belive my face turned red..Everywhere i went,Someone knew me.
Got disturbed...totally irritating.Everyone err...disturb me.Not Fair..especially the other guys.
DUnno which someone.Keep on going....see lar....know so many ppl.Not good.
kaos.how i argue wif her still lose.cos disturbed until cannot say anything.
dear god-sis,did u receive my chocs?if not means SW take...
lolx.seriously man.the gal wif specs asking me for her b-day gift is not my gf lar...the one who went...'not my fault' might be..haha.
posted at [4:51 PM]
hmm.been a rather good day.Been thinking alot about my frens and stuff...went out wif Angelo[Not pictured] today.we DID have sth in common.we both have proven that we can survive without our parents...
we went from.HM-PS-Far East-TM...in search of one shoe..each ate a whopper meal,a sweet cinammon pretzel...and drank a cup? of Starbuck's Iced Moccha.
man.it took us abt 5 hrs to find 1 shoe which he liked.
all along the journey...we made lame jokes abt emo-guys and stuff lyk dat...indirectly shooting each other.It
reminded me alot of the ol days...the golden times seemed to elude us.
Played Pool wif him too.Guess i kinda improve frm our last match and improved further due to his help.
Made a Pact wif him.We will always try to contact each other if possible.and since we're both quite broke.contact each other if we have job opportunities.
havnt laughed for quite sometime before today
being with friends[old and lame] really did brighten my day up along wif that msg.....
PS:LEFT TO RIGHT:P
the coolest guy wif 'L' sign is called Farhan a.k.a Furby a.k.a Buttman,Idzwan a.k.a ah_1 and Jin Hui a.k.a ND36
posted at [12:32 AM]
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everything has been going wrong the last couple of weeks
can't seem to find better days ahead. ..
not gonna list much abt my problems in case ppl know of my blog and stuff.Im just testing this out.Gonna add a tagboard and stuff when im free.
Hope everyone who is reading this is having a better time than me:)
posted at [11:41 AM]
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