a day of adventures and misadventures..
One day, little zombie decided to head back to the crypt. It was a special occasion. He gathered some of his friends and returned to the place where he learnt about life/death. Upon reaching the big gates, he spotted his friends. A couple of vampiress-es, banshees and the likes.
They couldn't recognise him anymore on first sight. They said ' WOW!! you've changed soooo much since the last time that we saw you' and SORRY for not being able to recognise you.
Little zombie gave them a *smile* and mocked them. His friends look so different now. So, little zombie made it to the crypt. At the destination, he saw many familliar faces. *mixed-feelings*.
Beloved is the ones who chided him for his unkempt hair in the past. They still remembered him. Little zombie used to HATE the crypt and its undead family. Frankly speaking, he felt a sense of longing and detest for that place.
Soon, his friends needed to go. The females asked him whether he was free to hang around. Unfortunately, he was'nt.
During this scene and the next, he somehow got caught between the gates and freedom. The misadventure resulted in him having a slit wrist, a decomposed arm and a scrapped knee. He felt nothing.
He decided to lick his wounds. Even though it wasn't hurting, it felt weird to have blood dripping down from his wrists (due to the fences) and knee. He complained... about the sensation. It was refreshing..
ps: erm. perhaps we could hang around soon. *groans* I didn't even feel anything when the metal cut into my flesh. hmm. maybe i've changed alot. So have you guys/girls. =p
posted at [11:36 PM]
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Wednesday, August 29, 2007
the days fly by, yeah.
Thanks for caring and everything. You could always try asking me out. The last pic we took together was one I still remember. High school, yeah. Was at my desk trying so hard to smile.
Since you miss me so much =x *thickskin*
We can like take afew more pics together this time round.
perhaps someday, we'll get to catch a movie again. Last one was that thai ghost film, yeah? Sorry I had to ask Leon to accompany.
btw, i'm not talented or anything. I have NO prior experience with any musical instruments and stuff. Really don't.
my nails grow real fast, my hair grows like grass =p
-Dart-
we'll meet again.
Stirb Nicht Vor Mir
none of you will get the chance to hear me play and stuff. Don't bother. =)
posted at [11:12 PM]
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Wednesday, August 15, 2007
this world is getting the BIGGEST crap ever
as I was watching the sky
a drop of tear trickled down my face
it was random
wasn't thinking much about anything
I fought the urge to run.
it isn't any fun watching people age
they fall sick and ultimately fade-away
a phone call brought me to my senses
a friend called, didn't have much to say
I hung up
PS: while I was watching the sky, what went through my mind? Was I looking for any answers, any signs.....anything? In the end, we are all left on our own, lost.
posted at [5:14 PM]
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Thursday, August 09, 2007
her lips are like scarlet
and then she's lonely
a temper behind
you're there
how much more pleasing
is your arms than mine
how beautiful you are, my darling
love with you, delight
your statue is lying there at the park
and I delight to sit in the shade
and its fruit is sweet to my taste
like i'm lonely and i'm torn
don't leave me please
which way did your love go
and I don't know
your eyes
come my darling
my beautiful one
come with me.
I slept
but my heart was awake.
I waited for him and hoping for my lover
but he left
and he was gone
I looked for him
but did not find him
I called for him
but he did not answer
when you find him
tell him
i'm faint with love.
like i'm lonely and i'm torn
don't leave me please
which way did your love go
and I don't know
your eyes
come my darling
my beautiful one
come with me..Labels: music?
posted at [1:06 AM]
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AFTERNOON
Feeling pissed, you don't fucking know shit.
How it is to be sick for days on end and trying hard to stay and be in school..
Instead I got a tongue-lashing... stop think you're supreme.
too sick and pissed to head down to the esplanade today.
ended up heading to my 'roots'.
you remembered me even after 4 years.
you remembered what cca I was in and stuff..
I miss high school and stuff.
The sound of laughter, the constant mugging and such.
Gone are the golden days.
bleeding shoes
-Dart-
some people are meant to only get a view of my back
they never come around to try and seek a conversation
instead they stare at me from behind.
we used to engage in simple conversation
to think my friend wanted me to wave goodbye
there won't be a begining thus there would'nt be an end.
Sometimes forever means never
posted at [10:50 PM]
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Thursday, August 02, 2007
what a disgrace. Can't believe I needed help walking today. This stupid giddy thingy is screwing me up. Thanks anyway. Have I softened too readily? Must have made my resilent body weak and bound to stupid illnesses..
So I look like a zombie?
Regarding my heart, it's on my shoes.
The small black thing lined with blue..
my shoe does have heart logos. :p
nothing to say right? hmm. tomorrow... go school present 1 hour...then see doctor or something.
does being sick make me emo?.. stupid people.
Of course I sound and look weak..cos I am currently sick..
kudos to my friends for their jokes and entertainment value.
love you.. to think you people smiled when I said that I could die anytime..since i'm half-dead and zombie-like anyway.
PS: 2mrrw....die also must go school...help present...don't pangseh team-mate.... gogogo!!!
posted at [4:10 PM]
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Wednesday, August 01, 2007
broken mentally. Fuck yesterday. I can't sleep now. Don't pressure me using my grades. I know where I stand. Like any shit you say makes any difference. I'm feeling hot and cranky and about to blow. Fuck the pc, shit caused me to fail my exams without even knowing the grades yet. I said I know what went wrong and where I stand. Fuck off.
tomorrow's a friend's b-day...enemy perhaps. All the best from me..i guess. No matter whatever shit happened.
I've said i'm sick. I am. I can't over-exert myself the next wk or 2. Thats all..
fuck school and life and everything. Noone's here. I fight my own battles.
don't say that what you do is for me
for i'm INDEPENDENT
3am?...many times in a row..i just can't sleep
posted at [2:45 AM]
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