Sunday, September 30, 2007
hey blog.
drafted as an event coordinator yesterday. Yeah. That pink elephant's b-day.
you know Sharity?. He's 7 this year.
I can't believe my future will be more or less this way. Event Management, coordination, tourism and stuff. I'm not saying I hate the money or anything. You know money means nought to me.
The hours are tough, the work is tedious. I almost fainted yesterday. What a loser right?. You know, I used to be in the corps. Parades and stuff never once fazed me, I never really had to fall out. Yesterday was an exception.
Have you tried standing under the hot sun from 9:30-7? Felt so giddy yesterday. Its hard to keep a smile on for the kids and try to focus on the job at hand.
I was incharge of like a games stall. Needed to bend down every 3seconds or so. I'm serious. Wtv man. The kids looked happy, I did my part. Thats all.
I get along well with my colleagues more than majority of the people I see everyday. It's not about the money or anything. Some of them are older than me. Mostly are about my age. They refer to me as the friendly one. Volunteering and everything.
First time working with des. Kinda fun. Prolly the first and last time i'd be meeting those peeps yesterday. You guys were great!!
PS: at least I didn't had to go on stage and dance in an elephant's outfit =p
posted at [2:12 PM]
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Saturday, September 22, 2007
I enjoy hanging with my friends. Today's latest addition was a malay friend whom i've known since kindergarden. It was fun. Playing pool, slacking around talking junk.
if we continue hanging around Lucky Plaza, it'll be our newest hangout. We've been hanging there for the last 3wks and stuff. Broke the fast at BK today.
heading to geylang with my friends the next week(weekdays). It's the festive season. Would be spending the coming saturday at vivo. Either that or monopoly and boardgames or cards to make time fly. Orchard is totally boring. 6th is taken too. It would be the day with the malay girls and guys.
yeah, i'm gonna wear baju raye this year. My friends are supportive. They tell me.. don't care what the others say. Being semangat for Hari Raye is a good thing. You fast, you deserve to celebrate, some people don't.
spent 37 mins waiting for 62 today, during the wait, A bunch of random people sat near me at the bus-stop. here's something that made me feel soooooo stupid. A random girl who sat next to me for almost 20mins went... wo bu zhi dao ta shi nan de( i didn't know he was a guy)... to her friends.
in my heart, i'm like omg... can't you see that i'm fringeless, short hair...clad in T-shirt and Jeans.. how can I be a girl. Btw.. i know i'm sunburnt... but i'm partly chinese..I know what you all are saying.
left me stunned and feeling so weird
cya peeps soon!!
PS: random strangers, i'm a guy... with short hair...shorter than my usual.. fringeless and everything and without makeup and stuff.... i'm a guy... I hate it when people..think i'm a girl... 2nd time this month...
posted at [10:23 PM]
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Thursday, September 20, 2007
sunburnt..
2wks of not moving under the gaze of the sun left me slightly paler. 2hrs of soccer left me burnt and dark and biting my tongue. A dope of a stranger kicked my ankle hard while I was doing a volley...
dehydrated.. feeling so thirsty... my skin's burning.. yeah. The negative criticism came today. It's okay. I know i'm more than a freaking haircut. I don't need to prove anything.
Looking forward to meeting my old school buddies on tomorrow. 1 currently is serving NS.. we are still studying. 3mths+ of not meeting up. how's NS..confirm..the first thing... the others will be asking. I know them quite well. the questions directed to me would be. so how's life? now holidays or schooling? never play soccer already?
Saturday..would be lepak with my malay friends day... + 1 chinese and 1 filipino. Pool again? Next thursday would be break fast with my old school malay friends day..guys and girls.
the days I spend under the sun.. majority of them with the old school friends of mine. this holiday seems to be dedicated to them. pool, guitar, window shopping and stuff.
btw. all the best to my friends in the JCs.. prelims are here. good luck with all your endeavours.
those in poly.. what done is done. No matter your g.p.a... just try harder if its insufficient.
ITE?.. boring right life there? work hard too. we'll meet again.
NOTE: I don't much enjoy talking about my past. I'm not much of a saint. I can only try to do better today than I did yesterday
posted at [6:17 PM]
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
this post will be about a friend(deceased) whom i've always wanted to get in touch with but never created opportunities to. Someone who seems so simillar to me and yet different.
R.I.P. Thelvyn.You will be missed. Joseph E. Jackson, aka Thelvyn.
He passed away on August 19, 2007
He was always opinionated, able to speak his mind. Always wanting only the best for his friends. He didn't let the thoughts of others bother him. Though I didn't get to ever speak to him, I found him sincere and unique in a sense that his words are touching and ineffable. Someone who captivated me the first time I read his profile on this certain website.
His remarriage and everything. He was only 25 when he passed away.
PS: Treasure those around you, if you want to get to know somebody, just go ahead and do it. I never attempted to contact him. I'm sure he would make a good friend, being honest and true and everything. I just had this urge to find his profile yesterday..after not viewing it for 3wks or so only to find that he passed away..
you will always be remembered
posted at [12:56 PM]
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Thursday, September 13, 2007
mouths moving uninvited
yet, all I hear is white nose.
they seem annoying
yet, they appeal to me after a while
am I famous for all the wrong reasons
if so, this infamy's killing me ever so slowly.
I want to go un-noticed
wary to the eyes of noone.
curiousity, it gets to me
how someone knows my ethicity.
random people
don't pass judgement on someone or something you don't understand.
let me lie in the shades
don't try to ruffle my feathers
white noise
all that I hear
fingers bleeding, i'm still playing
sounds so much better than yesterday
ps: heh. I hate extras!! I don't care who you are. If you've nothing nice to say. Please back away. I don't take random comments from "randoms".
the last december, my exact words were 'i'll forever be your listener'.
(someday...i'll continue this...halfway no feel..fingers bleeding..they're so ugly now)
AND I love hanging around with only my guitar!!
posted at [11:35 PM]
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