The body screams in response to everything. I'd wish to be able to stay awhile and rest. It isn't my time. I'm sorry I can't empathise with anybody. I know this makes me sound mean, at least i'm know i'm speaking from my heart. It hurts when I feel like i'm the only person struggling so hard to survive. I know everyone have their own troubles. That alone grants me silent, i'm sorry I seem distant.
every move I make seems so wrong.
while everyone else sleep, I lie awake.
my body screams, every step I take.
breathing seems hard
how can I stay
-FY
when will it be my turn to sleep.
posted at [11:14 AM]
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she's a goddess
she's aloof
she screams for attention
she's so cute...
PS: OMG!! I finally managed to spot someone who's like 1000% more nonchalent than me. she looks above average. Not certain whether she's malay or chinese. For some unknown reason, I kinda dislike her. She seems so fake. The way she pretends to not care about her surroundings, the way she walks and the way she had her tie on. HER smug look.... I DETEST IT... it's so rare..that someone can piss me off..without even talking to me...within the 3-5secs I glanced at them.
posted at [10:32 PM]
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my sorry's
sorry for speaking my mind
sorry not doing what i'm told
sorry for not hiding my thoughts and feelings
sorry for I can't hate you
sorry if i'm just me.
PS: I have my own life.
posted at [10:59 PM]
3 years
how are you?
how've you been?
nice meeting you, see you when we do meet again
you either partially forgot me for a second there or something, it's okay.
all the best
-Dart-
posted at [10:23 PM]
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yesterday was a blast. The meeting was brief but we still had so much to say, so much to share and like lots of time to spare. I'm a polar bear? Hibernation looms everyday. I'm at 1/5 of my peak. My face is a mess now. 1more mth should be able to help. An all-time low for my pool and soccer I guess. I'm at an all-time high for bball I guess. I can play better if i really focused..but nah.
this is hurting me more than it hurts you, but I have my priorities. I know what I want. I've been planning for the past 1and a half yrs now. I'm unbroken. No single anyone or anything will make me fall.
Polar Bear?
posted at [12:09 PM]
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