
haiz.today I went back to school find teacher for the 8th time.The teacher doesn't seem to be in school nowadays..
talked to her again.Started out fine.Ended up promising her that we'd be friends if we break.Its a bitter-sweet feeling.But i said yes anyway.I don't want to lose a friend like her even if we break.At least it put her at ease.Hopefully i'll stick to my promise as always.
Kinda lost it when i found out her friends[2 of em] i have never spoken to were badmouthing me.I won't name em.Maybe they just h8 my face or sth if nothing else.But have they once even spoken to me?NO!!!They didn't.1st impression?.guess i won't help them if anything happens.1 of em knows me by name only.Shouln't have pulled my hands away.
---*When we were starting out, you believed in me without a doubt...----
ps:I won't let anyone see me cry anymore.Im sick of being weak.I was never one to show my feelings to anyone.Even my family members have never seen me cry since P4. :
posted at [11:05 PM]
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