Tuesday, October 10, 2006
I kept my promises
and im feeling abit stupid about it.
no1s gonna read this.but i just want to say that.
you never see me anymore,but im always there..helping you.
and its killing me - Fai 10/10/06(Dark & gloomy Tuesday) Yan
Attuned to the loneliness in my heart now,im cool with it.Putting my studies infront of my friends and you behind everything else?Eyes glazed with dust.I don't really have much to talk about.Im STILL yearning for forgiveness from everyone.
and the child in us said forever.Now i know you've cheated me like some of my friends....forever friends?forever bros?forever bliss?there's never a forever for anything.
I Know Now
Sometimes Forever Means Never...
and even though i really still wanna smoke when im pissed at least i don't do it now.ive been clean for abt 3wks after that topic which suddenly popped up in the midst of a convo.You knew me the most.Its weird.And I still can't find anyone regardless of gender who understand me so well.but i will continue searching.Im seriously lacking in friends and Id really appreciate it if I had more.But its funny,the way I burn them off.
Don't Be A Stranger =(
err.strangers and badder people than me should remain as strangers.I won't turn to all ye suckers.
I just wanna be with you..
wtv lar i don't need anyone
girls,guys,friends or foes
light or darkness
any will do.
my shadow will accompany me whenever there's light,whenever its dark...id think of.....
yeah2 i love the darkness too.i do admit.sometimes im afraid.hahax.wtv man.not THAT afraid.Imma coward =p
I hope you'd respect my privacy and not like err tell anyone abt this gay-ish blog of mine or like speak of any part of it to ur friends.
its better to not even link me man.will appreciate ppl who not link me
every single thing you said,sticks around inside my head...
-FaiY-
posted at [11:11 PM]
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