Thursday, January 04, 2007
hmm.kinda sick lately.fevers and the stupid headaches.Unlucky?.the year just started...
not in the mood to hang today.
What happened to my friends?
Grads,bros and sis-s?
Apparently,Jin Hui has skipped more than 1wk of Poly lessons.All I could,today..was to like get him into the mood to study with stuff abt futures & the likes.
The only thing I heard was....'I've changed,im no longer me'.He even told me that he hates studying and poly life.
haiz...left wondering, how a nice,studious and fun friend turned out to become like this.
wonder how i'll cope.
It's not about
fame,fortune and stuff like that.
Its more about survival,determination
To not f***in believe in fate.
If I did,I wouldn't be here today.
If I accepted Fate,I wouldn't have anything leftover..
Defying all odds to live at all.....
f***ers,anyone and even the one above can try to ruin my life
I just won't give in.I play by my own rules.
If I ever wanted to give in to whats in stored.
I'd Just kill myself.There and Then.Simple.
Life's slightly over-rated and Death's not really that scary..
posted at [2:52 PM]
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