Tuesday, February 13, 2007
dear bloggy
v-day's tomorrow...
my existence been acknowledged?i guess
how time flies
i'm gonna be 18 in 2mths exactly
this isn't just goodbye
the past 17yrs10mths wasn't exactly easy for me,but im coping well enough..
this desperation?
an endless struggle to survive,ive played around too much.
the way i've been brought up,sometimes it makes me wonder whether im overly-matured or anything.I feel like im jaded at times.
nothing comes free,Its not your fault.
im welcomed to return to npcc now,pondering whether I should return,don't know how'd we'd face each other if we ever met.We'd most likely just walk past each other.We burnt down something beautiful.
heard that you've been studying real hard,im happy for you.. =)
I know you won't believe even if you knew,Ive stopped smoking and everything.
Finally,I can say that i've kept my side of our promise after months of being lost
wondering if i'd be able to enter the courses i want..
a step forward is better than not moving at all.
bless you and everyone else =)
im one of the thousand faces you've choosen to ignore.but its okay.you used to listen to me cry.Relief is all in my head,im harmless.
haha.are shops open on the mon or tuesday following cny?
lol.i can look and be real matured,if needed.wait till the grads see me in my combined outfit.im not a fake,believe it or not.
c'mon babe.let me enter...NGEE ANN POLY!!!.
i need a shot at redemption.
HOPE MY PRAYERS Are ANSWERED,ones for my friends,you and me.
posted at [10:46 PM]
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