Saturday, February 03, 2007
i'm so addicted.. xXcrossoutmy<33heartxx
love and breakups are damn addictive.many2x better than bodysurfs,smoking,blood and all the crazy shit.jumping around.Moshing madness.
just a fool for you,... eh when get results?
Sick & tired of waiting.
Im kinda lost lately,hectic life..
hmm.im not troubled by relationship issues at the moment.its all over
think I screwed my hand..sad2
the last sunrise,chose the white path,im not turning back..
my heart's full of black.
PS:yewsheng's fringe now longer than mine,I know I don't cut.. hmm.nxt mth or few mre wks...go cut again. every1's changing,the world's changing.
me?paint it black and white and line it with pink ribbons.
the colour of innocence.
the sake of the childrens..
ever-smiling so pure..
**abstract from yesterday:
the casual glance shot through me
naked feeling,feel of vulnerability
smiling half-heartedly,I shrugged it off.
you,aren't you my enemy?
that pity look,makes me feel alive
guilt's eating into you,doesn't matter anyway
I never mattered anyway
closed my eyes,I looked away.
there's no sense in regret,everything you put me through
my heart's not beating..
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...aitez.this thingy I wrote..not cos of badblood or anything.
firstly,its not cos of my ex or anything.
Its more about the double-header(from the old posts i've long deleted)
looked at me like she cared,when she's actually been badmouthing me. yeah.the girl who like..i dunno in what way i offend lar.THAT 1.
its all over,Im not angry or anything.
sucker who judges people from their looks.
even if she said sorry now,it would'nt matter anyway.
apologies I'd accept but they wouldn't change my life in any way.
my goodbyes: other day,i intro you all songs or something over msn.. time to sleep or something =)
posted at [4:16 PM]
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