today spells boredom with a hint of invulnerability and invincibility.
saw ur mum today, was nonchalent and i pretended not to notice.
headed to bball. I was playing like a pro. Shooting hoops like it was no-ones business, lost 3sets only. I got like 80% of my shots through the hoop.
here's what happened, during a certain match. some older guy, did a layup...and then further launched himself by launching himself off my stomache. It happened so quickly, I felt no pain. maybe i'm immune to it by now.
I did a 'miracle' shot, u know shooting from outside the court and it entered...
makes me feel invincible. so i thought.. so what if i'm invincible? I feel unfallable today, but a minor glitch was all it took to ruin my day.
Take this pain away. btw. I saw sylvia today.. its been awhile.
I feel so different, so undescribable. so distant.. so what?
i'm nonchalent about today, though i seem happy. Maybe a little stressed. I feel empty. Nothing.
So what If i'm invincible?
-fai
posted at [10:09 PM]
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