Thursday, November 01, 2007
heya. skipped school today.. feeling so worn out. I can't seem to wait for tomorrow. It's been quite some time and all.
to that weird girl:
I personally think you're a great friend to have around. Regarding yesterday and the remark that I have broad shoulders and everything. Truth is, I don't. Haven't been exercising or anything. It's just that you've took more time off to notice me yesterday or something.
ahh.. friends.
maybe it's time to meet up or go our own ways. having dinner with idz tomorrow while the others are having exams and stuff. Hafizah.. we will party after your A levels. It's a promise. I haven't tried sheesha or anything.. but I won't pass on the offer. 2 years since we last met, yeah?. since the bbq or something.
I'm sorry I kinda fadedaway and all. I didn't mean to miss all the meetups on purpose. I really miss you peeps. Perhaps someday, we'll get to catch the movies again. Hang around once more. I'm really caught up in life now but I know its not a valid excuse. Sorry.
To the people who look down on me or disappear.
Is it because of my attire, my appearance? I'm not bothered by your thoughts/opinions about me. You can continue undermining me, my abilities. You can never get me down.
I've come way too far.. struggled for way too long, worked too hard, I bled too much.. I won't ever tear again and the scars remain, the same - Fai 1 Nov 07
Don't see right through me, I won't be your shadow. Don't expect me to be there for you.. when you're already gone.
Dear uncle... heard that you're in the hospital for kidney problems.. just afew mins ago.. you can't go yet k.. your family needs you...
-Fai
posted at [11:43 AM]
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